Friends....

How many of us have them...

What an interesting topic right? By now I thought I wouldn't have these issues, I mean when you are 25 hell you think you have your lifetime friends and high school problems were long gone. Maybe this was just something I thought would have passed by now. I have parted with a friend that I have been cool with for 12 years, and even though this was the best thing for me I still wanted it to be a different turnout. I listen to my grandmother and she tells me how she has been friends with her best friend since childhood years and I guess I wanted that. I wanted my baby girl to see mommy around positive people that has been around for years. I wanted to share stories with my child about what we did when we were in grade school and high school. I guess I plan my life but things never go the way you hoped for. HA! My grandmother always told me if you wanna make God laugh tell him what you have planned for your future, and I'm sure he is rolling on the floor at me. LOL

HOWEVER, when God takes from you he will provide for you. I have about four ladies that I adore and I'm happy that they are in my life. Not to be corny but having these girl in my corner means the world to me. Jossi, Patreesha, Shalaya, and Wytchen have lifted me when i needed them the most. AND I will share with my baby girl the things we did but when she becomes old enough to understand... LOL because baby we did some things! I guess I just have a hard time with goodbyes even if the person meant me no good... hummmm its interesting how we can be sometimes. Its hard to let go of someone that hurts us... but easy to cut the cord on ones that think we walk on water. Why is this?