I was on facebook and a guy I use to date posted this: a great relationship is when your honest about who you are and what is happening in your life. You're able to voice your deepest hurts, confess your failures, speak your doubts, express your fears, and share your weaknesses to an individual that accepts without making you feel bad and do whatever to empower you to be better wholeheartly. It is not onesided but mutual!
My thoughts: I totally agree but here's the thing, is this the way a relationship should be in a perfect world? If so it won't happen, because this world isn't perfect OR am I no longer a believer because I have shitty relationships back to back. Ok here's the deal I really don't know what to expect and because of that I'm not willing to accept the things that should come easy to me in a relationship. Have I become blinded? Have I become so weak that I am willing to have lonely days and lonely nights while being under the same roof as my husband?
This is the second time that I have had words with my husband in 3 days about him disrespecting me when he goes out and no I don't want tot go into detail because it breaks my heart to even talk about it. Have we come to point where there is nothing left to say.... some people work it out and some just don't know how to change. Majority of the time I feel like Jesse doesn't know how to change. Man, I am so torn.... the only thing that's keeps me smiling is feeling the kicks, the hiccups, and movements of my little princess. *Winter Raye'*
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